Thursday, March 11, 2010

2Ds: Dancing or Debating?

haha sometimes it is not easy to realize that life is so fun, intertwined with moments of boredom and uncertainties. But I kinda, like the life I have now. Way to go though, I have greater aims and much bigger things to achieve and I really wanted to fulfill them.

What could have I done to take the plunge, and get myself out of this slow moving easy going environment? What could have made me feel more powerful and forced to jump to my limits? Alright, I have to make decisions, the tough ones, breaking more walls, and perhaps (sometimes) hearts, and move on to get to the next levels. By the end of this weekend, will come up with a 3-month plan and will work out on it. See if I could have done more and will let the time decide.

Was invited to join a dance, Zapin dance, traditionally originates from Johor, a type of dance I find quite masculine (the steps and movement etc) relative to most other classic Malay dances, so I took the offer, and of course the challenge and went for the first practice just now. Well, obviously, chicken dance and Poco-Poco are the only 'prior experience' or talent (if you swish) that I have so far, then what about a new one huh? Let's give it a try, certainly not a problem.

By the way, being new I am, I just sat there and watched them do their movements first, well maybe next time sooner after, my turn comes. Something, in the middle of the boring mood, caught my eye by the way. This one guy, a senior, who has been making a number of announcements when we have short breaks between two lectures, and he is a debater. An IMU debater, ex, in INTEC's case. He was having sort of discussion with I don't know whom, at this one side at the corner on the fourth floor. I assumed they were preparing for a debate or something. So, I can't help myself, but wonder, oh God, do I really have to do this?Like, dancing? Seriously? haha How about debating? I know quite sometime later, I will have to make a decision. Something to do with my life in the long run. I always look ahead and wanted to take the most and best out of everything. I really do. And debating, is the real life I was in. I look forward to get to that again, insya Allah. Seriously, I miss those times, when we fight, and when we talk, then we fight because we talk, and we talk because we want to give a fight! We debate, we discuss and we share ideas, it was really fun back then at school. Hopefully, that kind of moments would come again in my life, though maybe much more diffferent from what I expect it to be. Oh no, really, I am debataholic!! Wana go for it! :P

I have been doing good with books, because I like to read and make friends with books and 'socialize' with them. But as we go along, new things come in the way and you learn new lessons. Books are, yeah, books. I have to (unfortunately) finally accept that things are different in real life. Like, you know, they are real, so when you consider that, you need to account for how dynamic many things can be. The people, the circumstances, everything is like a whole different world. Instead of shifting from this other dimension of life though, I prefer to stay in between, and see if I could overstep to the other dimension, one at a time, but seriously world of words on printed books and eye straining laptop screens is much different from the world you are realistically in. Still, though like two sides of a coin, they are different. I am getting used to this and on my way to understand life better. I must now equip myself with as much knowledge as I possibly could, stretch my limit to its very max and make more successes. They said, if you wanted change, be the change!

Yes, I certainly will.. :)

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Sunday, March 7, 2010


I have started rolling with two weeks already behind me. Never satisfied at the pace I am speeding, but it will take time before it all flourishes. As for now, I am prepared for more things to come. Lecture starts tomorrow on Monday so have to get used to the new timetable (or rather new life routine). Sorting out things is a sure matter. At the same time I am gradually tracing back my old friends from the Alma Mater and catching up on most of them, as far as I could reach. These three months, February, March and April will be a period of time when some of us are making their ways overseas, so break a leg dudes! We have gone our separate ways but there are many media and platforms that can keep us in touch and not falling apart. I believe that in the long run, the brotherhood ties will bring us all back together. There are indeed many things to make up with especially by me. Somehow I wonder what have I done and ended up with so many regrets that I think I always could have done more. Talking about us, there are both good and bad news. Nevertheless, life must go on, and there is no dot in this journey till the moment we breathe our last.

My family is of utmost important. Two sisters of mine are going to sit for important big exams this year-SPM and PMR. This is another issue indeed. Or rather a task to mind and give attention to. What is my part in making them successful? I am their brother, so I must really figure out fast on how to contribute. There are of course many constraints but surely not inevitable excuses that I can not handle. Being as far as I am from them (who are at home-8 hours if you take a bus), I must think of doing something useful and fruitful. Time is a real challenge. But no matter what, fuh, that's what makes me better and stronger of course.

Till this point, I will keep on going, clearing the path from the bushy days ahead, and Allah knows best what He has in store for me. Insya Allah I am praying that everything will be fine and at the moment, anatomy and physiology books really get me hooked. 

Wassalam.. :) 
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

My housemates

Alhamdulillah so far everything is fine. IMU is a great place and I have yet to explore greater things. Will be pushing myself to the wall. INTEC's life is now only a thing of the past and it has been a virtually empty unproductive time and worst of all, I wasted two years. They went down the drain. Just like that.

Promise myself that I am gonna make this all up. And for the sake of doing it, I am ready for anything! Will have to be more organized and it is time to show people what I have got in me. I have been too slow at my pace of progressing-it must be that way no more.

The time has come dear! I have everything I want now, and insya Allah with His help and blessings, everything is gonna show up as planned. Slowly, but God willing, steadily will I make my way to the top again. It is a waste to not make full use of this opportunity. May I be the best me, coz only by choosing to be that way, the best is unleashed. I am waking up, from a sleep I myself have no clue about. And the dreams were the nightmare, and the days ahead are real. I am gonna face and wallop them all.

Housemates here at Vista Komanwel C are great! Love them all and hey, I barely get started with cooking! What? haha thanks mom, will become an expert when the time comes and will show you what I could do.

I wanted to have greater love to everyone, my family and friends especially and I want to do more. It is either now, or NEVER.. :)


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The Colours of Life

The Colours of Life
Picture taken on Syawal 1, 2009

THE BELOVED FAMILY-Hey, do the maths!

Dad: Mohd Hanaffi bin Hassin
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