Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Big Family in Red (2009)

The image background is our lovely abode. Do pay a visit if you so happen see it.
From left: Along, Sa, Alin, Anis, Afiq, Aiman, Mawaddah, Ifah, Kakda, me
Backrow: Ma and Abah

Assalamulaikum to all...

Life has been busy again as class started last Monday so I am moving on with many more obstacles to handle.
But that's life. I would rather cry than to just complain and do nothing. Will post something about the disengagement some time later. A post that will disclose about everything I felt all this while and how have I decided to move on. Life is short but I love it-really!! And I can feel it, I may not stay too long on earth. Let's just pray that I can make myself strong to use the little time I have now as wise as possible. Cool, I am not dying la. I just feel like dying. Who knows if Mohd Amirul Asyraf Mohd Hanaffi only remains a history by tomorrow. Oh Allah I pray may at least I have a chance to get married first! ha3 No I am not serious. I submit myself wholly to Allah the Almighty for He knows better than anyone else. I submit myself totally to Him and accept all His decision predestined for me. Allah, I love you..

Now to cut it short, let me just talk a little bit about the last eid mubarak celebration. Wow! It was fun. It was great. I enjoyed my time spent with family the most. Many things happened and make me feel  as if that would be the very last time to feel them. Am I dying? I am leaving. I just feel like leaving. That's all.

I love my parents, brothers and sisters even more than ever. And only those who ever had the chance to be in a big family would definitely agree with me. To a certain extent, I have been ignoring them. But Allah is great. When nothing turned out to be right, only then did I know that I have them to back me up and make me smile. No love is as true as that of mine to them. Others are fake. Hey my mom promised to find me an ustazah. One day. Amiin.., Hee~ it!! :P

Family is now my first priority. No other. I love you all. And I thank Allah for granting me with all these wonderful gifts.I am grateful. I love you, Allah... :)

Stay tuned for the disengagement in my next post! Chill!!

I go (Talentime)
By:Pete Teo

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life youre my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more

And I go
I go

Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silently like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadows by the tracks upon your face


TgL: Everyone my name is Mohd Amirul Asyraf Mohd Hanaffi. My pseudonym is Ibnu Hanaffi. So please call me Asyraf. Peace!! :)

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Salam Eid Mubarak to everyone.. :)

Hye ya! I forgot about Ramadhan? Syawal? No!! Oh God, Allah the only one, forgive me..

Everyone, I wanna wish all of you A Happy Eid Mubarak and hope all of you are in the pinky minky of health. Stay tuned for Big Family in Red in my next post! May Allah bless all of you.. :) I am not emos k? :)


P/S: My greatest thanks to Ira (Nur Azira Bte Tarmuzi) for the wonderful surprise on Aidilfitri! Appreciate the handmade card a lot! :) Thank you my sweet friend.- Hope you read my blog. :)


TgL: Everyone my name is Mohd Amirul Asyraf Mohd Hanaffi. My pseudonym is Ibnu Hanaffi. So please call me Asyraf. Peace!! :)
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009


Chill how?

How? How would I? Gulping chunks of ices surely not a good idea. The bitterness, screams and tears that congeal into hatred; these are what I must swallow. Down the throat. Taken for granted. I just hate it. I am infuriated. Totally.
Who? No one. I was yelling at myself. Actually, that’s because Abg Alwi said always put the responsibility (or rather blame) on yourself first. Alright. I did. No I didn’t. It seems so difficult to control the battle between the evil and the bright sides of me. I thought life would have made me stronger and tougher-no I am even more sensitive, instead.
I am not a girl. I am not a boy. Neither in between. I am a guy!! I have grown up! I know what to do. I must pick and choose. There are many things I have got to give. To lose and give in. Farewell to them. I am moving on. So you think I am scared? So you think you are God? Think.. oh no, think again..
Sally has got herself alone. So has I. Do I care? Yes, absolutely I do. Screwing up everything is always not a choice. It should have been avoided. Life and its lessons let me know who are liars and who are not. Who are hypocrites and who proves that sincerity is what he/she really lives with. Hypocrite!! Hate you fellas!! Well, hate yourself la Aleng!! Grr~
Right. Fair enough. Life and all its contents, and their pairs. Men and women; black and white; true and false; nice and cruel; long and short; smart and retarded: hot and chill; you name it! Pairing up and then emerge with purpose. One, defines the other..
Happy and sad. What today has got to teach about tomorrow? And what tomorrow has got to say about yesterday? It says you will understand the word gain once you experience the word loss. You learn to feel the fury of hatred once you got the chance to love and to be loved. You fathom how easy it is to be black once you painted your way with whitish snow. You have got to understand what happiness brings once you live in bitterness and misery. And you appreciate life if you really know why death exists. Have you got what it means?
It means forget about all these and go do something else. Something better. Sally has got to be alone. She cried of her own choice. Don’t cry over a spilt milk. Unless you spill it when Maghrib is near.
Go prepare your meal. And enjoy breakfast with family and friends. Allah knows what you are doing. Take care Aleng..


Sally Sendiri (The Lonely Sally)
By: Peter Pan

Bila Sally mencariku
Biarkan dia terbang jauh
Dalam hatinya hanya Satu
Jauh hatinya hanyaku

Katakan ku takkan datang
Pastikan ku takkan kembali
Lalu biarkan dia menangis
Lalu biarkan dia pergi

Sally kau selalu sendiri
Sampai kapan pun sendiri
Hingga kau lelah menanti
Hingga kau lelah menangis

Thank you Faris for keeping me company..
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Monday, September 14, 2009

I know I've had to learn the word give up.. Fine, if that is what they requested. They don't know I have heart, too! .. ~
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Sunday, September 6, 2009

Evolution VS Creation

Assalamulaikum and greetings to everyone.

Let us recite Al-Quran and understand its meaning ya? .... :)

The next article commences with a quote as follows:

“They will find it difficult, those who have taken authority as the truth, rather than truth, as the authority.”
In the month of Ramadhan, Al-Quran, the Divine Book of Revelation was first revealed to Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h) to guide us to the straight path that will lead us to the only truth and thus, wonderful happiness in the Hereafter. In conjunction with the Nuzul Quran event on Ramadhan 17, I am compelled to continue blogging by raising an inevitably well-known subject in the world of science-Evolution.
To begin with, let us ponder on the meaning of these verses from Surah Al-Baqarah (The Heifer) line 1-4:

"Alif Lam Mim(1). This is the Book; in it is guidance sure, without doubt, to those who fear Allah (2); Who believe in the Unseen; are steadfast in prayer, and spend out of what We have provided for them (3); And who believe in the Revelation sent to you, and sent before your time, and (in their hearts) have the assurance of the Hereafter (4)."

The Al-Quranul Karim is none other than a primary source of reference to those who have true faith in Allah and live by its messages. It is a proof of the creation, a manual to mankind’s proper and accepted way of life as well as a strong weapon to reject nonsense assumptions and ideologies by the Unbelievers like Charles Darwin and those who follow him.

What is the theory of evolution?

Oh ya, this is Darwin. Excuse me? Oh ya, this is before he evolved to Orang Utan.. he3

Also known as Darwinism, this theory was proposed by Charles Darwin, an English naturalist long even before science ever knew what genetic is. This theory says that living organisms originate from inanimate matters co-incidentally and then gradually evolve by natural selection. The concept is also being described as the survival of the fittest.

Having said that, let us go through point by point on why is this theory wrong and unacceptable, be it from religion perspective or even from that of pure science.

First, this theory is merely an assumption as admitted by Darwin himself in his book of The Origin of Species. After nineteenth century, when knowledge about genetics became widespread, many scientific findings eventually rendered this theory a blithering fallacy that is both unscientific and nonsense.

This theory does not only deny creation and never accept the divine intervention in the origin of life, it also blatantly claims that the first life exists naturally without any design, plan or arrangement. This is nevertheless, contradicting with even the unassailable rules of Biology. The claim is inevitably false. One good example for us to easily understand this is the appearance of worms in meat. Initially, it was believed that the generation was spontaneous, that is, worms exist from meat? Those with scientific knowledge will quickly point out that this is wrong. In real fact, it is proven in nature that worms are actually carried by flies in the form of larvae and are invisible to the naked eye. Understood? Easy right?

Following this fact and reality, many scientists and researchers like a Russian, Alexander Oparin conducted theses to prove that life could originate by co-incidence. The result? Over time, what they attempted only doomed to failures. Advocates of evolution were forced by truth to give in and confess their mistakes and misjudge.

One primary and significant reason why has this theory failed itself is because, even an organism deemed the simplest have incredibly complex structures. So, even with the most sophisticated and developed laboratories we have on earth now, a living cell cannot be produced by bringing together organic chemicals. Hence, isn’t it true that life was created, and not spontaneously came to being? Let’s put that in deep contemplation.

Next, it is also being calculated that the probability for a protein of 500 amino acids to be synthesized spontaneously is 1 in 10 ^950!! Dude, that is undoubtedly impossible as in real fact, a probability smaller than 1 over 10 ^50 is practically deemed not possible. Apart from that, there’s also a chicken and egg issue here. The DNA and some specialized enzymes. Which one does exist first? It is impossible for both to occur simultaneously as in chicken and egg. Why? Because for a DNA to replicate (make a copy of itself), it needs a certain enzyme but this enzyme could not exist without its synthesis, which requires the coding of genetic information stored in the DNA. So? Just say bye bye to both chicken and egg. The answer is no other than the existence of creation. And obviously, they are created by Allah, the Almighty, the All-knowing.
Well they are still a number of other things to point out but let's not make this too long. Perhaps we may continue discussing about this sometime later. Alright everyone? I would like to end this post with the following translation of verses:

They said, “Glory be to You! We have no knowledge except what You have taught us. You are the All-Knowing, the All-Wise."
(Surat al-Baqara: 32)

Wallahuaklam.. (Allah surely knows better)
Wassalam.. :)
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The Colours of Life

The Colours of Life
Picture taken on Syawal 1, 2009

THE BELOVED FAMILY-Hey, do the maths!

Dad: Mohd Hanaffi bin Hassin
Mom: Noorma bte Mamat


Mohd Ridzwan
Nurul Shuhada
Mohd Amirul Asyraf (blog owner)
Fatihah Sakinah
Nurul Ain Afifah
Ilyana Nazlin
Nur Amira Mawaddah
Mohd Aizat Aiman
Nur Anis
Mohd Amri Afiq